So wake me up when it's all over

0:30am, middle of the night.
Just came home from some awesome days.
Suddenly my voice starts to shake, my thoughts are sending me shivers. I feel so lonely. Out of nowhere tears are running down my face. I always tought I'd be happy. Always thought I'm having good days. But why am I feeling that cruel now? What makes me jump at the slightest noise? Could someone please help me. Could someone tell me what's going on? Thinking I need someone to save me. Someone to make me feel less bad.